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Hospice

by Adelpha

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1.
Hospice (free) 07:12
Do you remember playing out in the streets Sitting on skateboards in this florida heat Just breaking free, was all that she wanted for you and me Thing’s so simple back then in my mind Matthew was with me, Grandma was alive And panic attacks didn’t seem to be with me like all the time Feeling is alright, as long as you promise to stay with me Hey where will you be tomorrow, just asking I just kinda need someone This pain is alright, as long as you promise to stay with me Hey where will you be tomorrow, its ok I’ll just cry alone in my room Do you remember, just singing along? Laughing at me while I sang made up songs Bus fair and money for me, to him, nothing was wrong I can still feel her carry me to the car After working so late and traveling so far Raising a man when your not, I hear, Is rather hard Feeling is alright, as long as you promise to stay with me Hey where will you be tomorrow, just asking I just kinda need someone This pain is alright, as long as you promise to stay with me Hey where will you be tomorrow, its ok I’ll just cry alone in my room Not many people know, where my mind goes Not many people know, its time to go
2.
February (free) 04:27
Maybe, we’re just shadows On roads we cannot see I’d kinda like that Just sitting in a park alone, just you and me Now I don’t know whats coming to us tomorrow But just know I’ll be right here I know u’d like that Someone to dry your eyes and share your fear Maybe we’re just wishes In ponds we just can’t find That kinda sounds right Because I wish to see you all the time Now I don’t know whats comin of us to tomorrow But just know I’ll never leave I know u’d like that Someone to see you side and share your dream Maybe its just time Surely in time we’ll find That what I’m telling you You are the one And your are my love You are the one Maybe, its just some minutes Between the time we met But I’m kinda grateful For However those were spent
3.
Quick sand was pulling me under For a while I held on tight I don’t know if I’ll be my old self But I know I’ll be all right Stories start but, some will end Some won’t continue, and some will mend The more I realize im okay its over The more I realize im another year older And I, have no more lies To say to your hazel eyes And I, have nothing left to say I can’t make this okay Anchors were dragging me lower For a while I tried to fight I don’t know if I’ll be my old self I’m starting to think I might Stories start but, some will end Some won’t continue, and some will mend The more I realize im okay its over The more I feel content, the more I feel sober And I, have no more lies To say to your hazel eyes And I, have nothing left to say I can’t make this okay Its easier to cuddle in this sweater weather Then admit to myself, we shouldn’t together
4.
WorthLess (free) 03:01
The Way I feels, when I tell myself that it’s okay Makes me feel, so worthless The way it feels, to sit in parking lots with lots of thoughts It makes me feel, so dam worth less Lets see if I can make a year right now Lets see if I can pick myself up off the ground Lets see if I can make this seem alright Lets see if I can make this work, I doubt I might The way it feels, when I tell myself I’m okay It makes me feel, so worthless The way it feels, to sit inside your house with so much doubt It makes me feel, so worth less
5.
Do you wanna build a snowman? C'mon out lets go and play I never see you anymore Come out the door It's like you've gone away We used to be best buddies And now we're not I wish you would tell me why Do you wanna build a snowman? It doesn't have to be a snowman (Go away, Anna) Okay, bye Do you wanna build a snowman? Or ride our bikes around the halls I think some company is overdue I've started talking to the pictures on the walls (Hang in there, Joan) It gets a little lonely All these empty rooms Just watching the hours tick by (Tic-Tock, Tic-Tock, Tic-Tock, Tic-Tock) Please, I know you're in there People are asking where you've been They say have courage, and I'm trying to I'm right out here for you, just let me in We only have each other It's just you and me What are we gonna do? Do you wanna build a snowman?
6.
According to statistics, I shouldn’t be here I should be buried in the ground According to statistics the razor blades Shouldn’t be talking then or now According to statistics, I’m messed up Well maybe you should look inside yourself Because according to stastics its your fault You’ve put me inside of this hell But that was then and this is now I survived I don’t know how This is now and that was then I probably won’t survive again That was there and this is here You drove to razor blades my dear This is here and that was there You sliced me with your deceiving stare According to statistics, I should’ve died From all driving with the drinks Accodring to statistics, the razor blade Shouldn’t have fallen in the sink According to statistics, a second Shouldn’t be enough time to change your mind Because according to statistics I’m lucky My wrist aren’t painted with red lines But that was then and this is now I survived I don’t know how This is now and that was then I probably won’t survive again That was there and this is here You drove to razor blades my dear This is here and that was there You sliced me with your deceiving stare

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released May 24, 2014

All Music and Lyrics: Nico Betancourt
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Adelpha Fort Lauderdale, Florida

Adelpha is a 1 piece acoustic project that is centered around poetic lyrics with references to death, love, suicide, anxiety, abandonment, and liking pizza and cuddling way too much.

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